One Day To Go!

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This picture gives me the chills. I'm all out of words at this point. Just bring it on already!

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Day 2! Waiting for the Beach Premiere!

THINGS TO DO WHILE YOU'RE WAITING FOR LOST

The clock is ticking down to the big Finale Premiere on The Beach tonight. Here's a shot of the big screen being set up on Waikiki Beach, as seen from the hotel room window of the insanely lucky Jopinionated, who is blogging the event from Hawaii.

It's going to be a long wait, well into the night for most of us. So here's some Things To Do while you're waiting for the tweets and twitpix to start zinging through the cybersphere:

1. Watch the old bloopers on Youtube.

-Season One
-Season Two
-Season Three
-Season Four
-Season Five

2. Enjoy the wit and wisdom of James "Sawyer" Ford.

3. Check out Vozzek's old IMDB Comic Strip Series. These are some real antiques, from back when Vozzek and DarkUFO were holding court in the teenage frathouse at the LOST IMDB boards. I can give credit where it's due, even when it's to a fanboy. These are funny.

4. Re-watch The Onion ode to LOST fans and resolve to be a less weird LOST fan this year.

Which reminds me that now might be a good time to review Why LOST Owes Us Nothing.

5. See if you agree that these are the 100 Questions LOST Must Answer.

6. Read some more excellent recent articles about LOST:

"Fantasy Island" from The Independent.

I love Lost the way I love fast food. I look forward to it with a sugary pang of guilt, devour it lustily and then, an hour later, find myself hollow, disappointed and regretting my former enthusiasm. Yet I keep going back for more.

Liz and Jen's chat with Jeff Jensen in The Washington Post.

Jeff Jensen: I've long cheered Sawyer and Kate. I kinda never understood what Jack sees in her. Actually, I've never understood what Kate saw in HIM--he only ever makes her feel crappy about herself. She deserves better. Someone asked earlier in the chat if I ever predicted something that came true, and yes, there is one: That Juliet would die.

Salon explains "Why LOST is the most important show of the decade. Why? Because it's DOOMED."

It's been done with love and attention and the evident and ceaseless passion of true, red-blooded nerds, and in the end, it's going to leave holes, because it has to, because what they bit off is just that big. ... Going forward with a show, raising question after question after question, asking people to be patient about a monster for five-plus seasons, knowing that it's all going to get you a kick in the teeth from your own adoring fans someday because you have taken on more than you will ever be able to really explain? That's audacious.

7. And if all else fails ... Everybody Watch Skex!

There's still some waiting left, but not much. We're getting down to the hours and the minutes. Stay chill, fishies. Catch a livestream of The Big Event by Aloha Bruce. And come on over to The Fishelage to gab about it!

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DAY 3

SKATE STRAIGHT UP

I know everyone is getting crazy excited for tomorrow night's Finale-Premiere of LOST on Waikiki Beach and, after that, for Tuesday night's three solid hours of LOST-utopia. But we've still got some time to kill. So if you're one of the readers of this blog who enjoy Sawyer and Kate's story the way I do, then pull up a chair and kill some of it here. And if you're one of those readers who don't enjoy Sawyer and Kate, well, then ... get the hail outta here!

As a perpetually amused observer of LOST's incessant online conversation, nothing makes me chuckle more than the conceit in various corners that those who enjoy the romantic stories of LOST are somehow mentally ineligible to appreciate the story in full. Shippers, as we're known in the vernacular, have been tagged as drooling, babbling squee monkeys who have invented a parallel universe in our minds, some girly fantasy that bears no relationship to the larger plot.

Now I can't speak for all shippers of course, but I bow to no one when it comes to my appreciation of LOST. I know exactly how important romance, and in particular the Jack-Kate-Sawyer love triangle, is in the context of the big picture. Which is to say ... it's CENTRAL! Duh. Just ask Carlton Cuse. Wait, you don't have to. Entertainment Weekly already did!

I know there have been mysterious spoiler "sources" out there, Benedict Arnold types who have sold their souls for a chance to give DarkUFO a couple more hits. The online echo chamber has managed to convince itself that Sawyer and Kate as a couple are done, that in fact they've been done for years ... Hell, maybe they never even existed as a viable storyline in the first place! Whatever else happens in the final season, I think it's completely safe to say that these poor deluded souls are in for a rude awakening. Of the red toolbox variety.

Ouch! That's gonna hurt.

Maybe it's true that I'm not your typical shipper. I'm not necessarily the biggest consumer of ship oriented fancraft like fanfic and homemade videos. A lot of the videos that make their way online are impressive, that's true, but I often find the choice of music and the splicing of scenes to be a bit propagandist - as if the vid maker is forcing an emotional conclusion on the audience.

That's fine, of course, because it's a lot of fun sometimes to just bask in the glow of a story you enjoy, especially when you don't feel like you get enough of it onscreen. But what I want to do today, as we approach the runway for the BIG BIG BIG Season Six Premiere, is show that for one couple at least - for Sawyer and Kate - no ornamentation is necessary.

Our own Demy from Fishbiscuitland has graciously allowed me to feature this wonderful series she made of Sawyer and Kate's story through the seasons. I love the delicate musical score. It's unobtrusive; there's just enough to bridge the gaps and knit all the scenes together. And what scenes there are! Sawyer and Kate don't need any fluffing or exaggeration, don't need to be photoshopped or distorted or shown out of context in any way. Demy has done something very simple. All of Sawyer and Kate's great scenes are here, warts and all, the bad with the good, the happy with the heartbreaking, the ugly with the incredibly beautiful. There is nothing that needs to be hidden or explained or fanwanked away. I'm choosing to feature this set of five videos here because I don't think there's any better case to be made for this central romance of LOST.

It starts in Season One.
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The waterfall. The wrestling. The birthday wish four years ago.

Season Two

The bottle on the beach. The pill whispering. Kate's magical black horse.

Season Three starts at crescendo and ends in diminuendo.

Love, passion and ... close your eyes, fanboys ... S.E.X.!

Season Four

A spectacular kiss. A noble sacrifice. A calamity of cause and effect.

Season Five wasn't one for romance. It was a gift to the sci fi geeks, but it's amazing how much Sawyer and Kate's story was woven into even this most fanboyesque of seasons.

And we all learned something last year: Whatever happened, happened is what's meant to be. I'm assuming that will make sense ... soon.

LOST online message boards aren't much the place for intelligent appreciation of the show. They've become the kind of place where people who can't spell common pronouns pound their chests over having "won" silly victories they've only invented in their minds. The online conceit that the triangle has ended, for instance, or that it's only the concern of estrogen intoxicated idiots, or that Sawyer and Kate aren't one of the most central plots in the show ... all of that isn't worth the hot air it takes to shoot it down. The evidence is right here in this clean and simple sequence of beautiful scenes. Thanks, Demy for making the case that no amount of words could have made, one that's immune to dispute. Thanks for letting the story speak for itself.

For any Skaters out there who want to bask a little longer in the glow of this story, central to the show for all six seasons, here's a little chaser. Another truly excellent fan effort, this one by galthial23, that shows how much story we've been told about this beautiful couple. Anyone who thinks there isn't more to come is, if you'll pardon the expression, outta their minds.

Here's to Season Six. Can't wait to see what that final collection of scenes will look like!

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Day 5 - LOLZ

LAUGH OUT LOUD

Being a LOST fan is kind of like being a prisoner. Those of us who are hardcore, who have battled it out across the seasons, who have dissected Easter Eggs and learned to translate Egyptian hieroglyphics, who can still remember the lyrics to You All Everybody, who can summarize all the arguments in favor of LOST following the time travel model based on Novikov's self-consistency principle vs. the Many Worlds model, who've gotten trapped in message board flamewars with arrested-adolescent fanboys and who've watched all our precious theories and predictions and guesses and wishes go up in smoke one by one by one, year after year after godforsaken year ....

It's too much! We need a break! We have to laugh about this stuff, or we'd never stop crying. Luckily help is just a mouseclick away. This fountain of frustration we LOST fans experience has exploded into a Perfect Storm of interactive media blended with the creativity of some of the internet's most subversively hilarious fans. We may have an unhealthy obsession with all things LOST, but at least we can laugh about it.

I think it all starts right here. With the Classic. CapnBob's Lost Bohemian Rhapsody still makes me rhapsodic, even three years on:

I see a little silhouette-0 of a man!

This vid by Pawel18021990 takes a poke at Locke's pathological need to be special:

Are you pretty?

TheFineBros are a LOST fun factory unto themselves. Who said those geeky action figures wouldn't be collector's items someday? Trekkies, Bill & Ted and the DeLorean all together on Craphole Island! Doctor and doctor, James and James, Asian and Asian ... they're the same show!

Now that there is time travel, there's no need for logic anymore!

Maybe if Adolph had been able to obsess over LOST, he wouldn't have had time to go out and destroy the world. Although, on the other hand, maybe it would have just made him madder!

I am stuck reading fan theories on everything! Their theories are always garbage!

And this next video? Is too good. It's a friggin masterpiece, I tell you. TheFineBros have outdone themselves. Petula Clark's 'Downtown' - what an inspired choice. And I'm with you, bruthas, we need some 'Answers?!' I think, whenever I feel that frustrated feeling this season, I'm just going to watch this video again. And again. Brilliant!

I'm sure there's more of this stuff out there. Anyone know of any good ones?

Follow this link for a bonus fishbiscuit!

See you tomorrow! In the meantime, keep counting.

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DAY 6 - Geeking Out On LOST

ATTENTION TO DETAIL

LOST is not a show that you can watch with half your brain. You need to stay awake, if only to keep track of the mythological labyrinth it sucks you into. Just trying to remember the various chronologies and functions within the Hatch system is enough to drive you round the bend. Then there's the peculiar bureaucratic social structure of the Dharma Initiative ... who became the Others ... after they were colonized by the Hostiles. There's the Widmore Corporation. And Paik Heavy Industries. The Smoke Monster. Polar bears. The Black Rock. Jughead. The Temple. He Who Lies in the Shadow of the Statue ... Who (also) Protects Us All. Not to mention the freakin Numbers! Trying to keep it all straight is enough to drive you batty.

But we're committed here to trying. After all, this is the last big roundup. Once the new season starts (in just SIX short days!) we're going to be swamped with a whole new set of details and interwebbing connections and minutia and insanity. So I thought it might be helpful to put together a little reference material. To ponder over now and maybe come back to for refreshers as needed.

This amazing video is a real time rendition from several perspectives of the crash of the ill-fated Oceanic Flight 815. Televisionary has described it as "the single greatest ancillary video for Lost yet." I concur. Simply awesome.

Think of the attention to detail that video required from its maker. He could only have been a LOST fan. Because attention to detail, minute, excrutiating, ever evolving and differentiating detail ... that's what keeps us LOST fans going.

Like those apparently random and yet possibly significant connections the Losties have with each other. Like how Kate's not-dad Sam Austen served with Desmond's not-friend Kelvin during Desert Storm. Or how Locke's box factory manager Randy also managed the Cluck's restaurant that sponsored the balloon flight of the Real Henry Gale. Is this stuff intended to amuse us or mock us? Don't they realize apophenia is a disease?

If you've got an hour or two to kill, check out the following diagram. It's a touch out of date, but still fascinating reading:

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Or if you've only got a few moments to kill, try this handy dandy very basic interactive map that I found at Doc Arzt's. Simple and fun.

The mother of all LOST mysteries is the meaning of Time. Trying to accurately parse out the timeline of LOST is like trying to take apart a Swiss watch ... while you're really drunk. But there's one fan out there who gave it a shot.

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If you want a more comprehensive rundown of the Lost timeline in text form, look no further than this Lostpedia "Timeline" entry which helpfully breaks it down to pre-crash, post crash, and diverging timelines.

Remember the Hatch blast door from Lockdown? And how when that thing was backlit for a couple of seconds the entire fandom went to a happy place? Who knew it would be filled with cryptic bromides like "The wrath of the gods may be great but it is slow" or inspirational poetry like "Lift up your hearts lift up your hearts lift up your hearts." Here it is for you to enjoy again with Latin to English translations, so you can really knock yourself out. Just remember: "A mouse does not rely on just one hole." OK?

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The topology of the Island is something a lot of fans like to get into. Here's Rousseau's map (translated). Just in case you ever want to research the geographic relationship between "the place with a large quantity of coconuts" and "the most dangerous place (damned phenomena/freaks of nature) ". I know I never realized there was a Robert Island or an Alex Island off the coast. Will we ever need to know that? I've never been good at the geography of the Island. I always find myself wandering off and wondering why, if Rousseau was able to measure that "the beach is a metre deep for 1.5 km", she somehow managed to miss the fact that the Dharma Bums had built their very own Jonestown dystopia right next door to her local cave. I guess sometimes you really do miss the forest for the trees.

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And then there's Daniel's map, which has helpful hints like 8° N, 33° E and 0° N, 21° E. I mean I don't find that stuff too useful, but you really never know. It might turn out to be the key to the whole magilla. Daniel's map showed up in two different episodes. Between the first time we saw it ("The Other Woman") and the second ("The Life and Death of Jeremy Bentham"), it had acquired hieroglyphics, which have been helpfully translated as "Northward Travel" and "Time of kings/ancients" respectively. Do those mean anything? Maybe. At least as much as anything "means" anything on LOST. So here it is, for future reference.

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One thing we can say about these writers is that they're good at baiting a hook for those of us looking for intellectual stimulation along with our slice of action, adventure and romance. It's a good bet that they're just stringing us along with most of it, but it's still a helluva lot of fun for those of us so inclined. So brush off your thinking cap, get out your magnifying glass and get ready to go back to work. It's almost TIME!

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HEAR YE! HEAR YE!

Yo! Calling all Fish! Calling all Geese! All hands on deck! It's time to wake it up and shake off those Long Hiatus Blues. We've been waiting so long, it's hard to believe our waiting is actually going to finally END! It's almost time to get LOST again! We're going BAAAAAACK!!!!

So much has happened since we last left our Losties, but all in all it's been a pretty good hiatus for Fishbiscuitland. The Season One review has been fun. It revived my awe and my admiration for this epic work of imagination we've all been privileged to be a part of. Plus we gained a lot of new fans this year. Look! Even Matt Fox is a Fish Fan now!

If by any chance you had forgotten how much Time has passed since LOST first cast its spell of enchantment over us all, then just take a look at this cute In Touch Weekly magazine spread (thanks to Susan at Outlaws for the scan.) It's a blast from the past for various LOST cast members. You know things are coming to an end when the media starts getting nostalgic:

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Look at them! It really goes to show what a difference a good hair stylist can make, doesn't it? It wouldn't have been the same if Jack had kept that Farrah Fawcett 'do. Although mocking Jack probably would have been twice as funny!

And Joshie with short hair? Would never have worked out. He's cute in an adorable sweet Dr. Awesome kind of way, but there's no badassery without that hair.

Locke never would have made it to icon status if Terry hadn't razored that dome either. No way. There's just no mystery.

As we've all learned along the way on this long strange trip, it's the little things that make all the difference. The devil is always in the details. ... Ah, the details! I get tired just thinking of how many new ones we'll have to analyze! Apophenics of the world, Unite! This is our last hurrah!

I hope everyone is as excited as I am. I'm on tenterhooks! I'm anticipating this show going out with a bang. No matter how we will feel about where all of our beloved characters end up, I think we can all agree that it's been one mind-frakking helluva ride. For better or for worse, there will never be another LOST.

In the spirit of celebrating the culmination of an iconic show which pushed the boundaries of network television, sometimes failed to hit the mark but always was ambitious in what it set out to achieve ... Let the COUNTDOWN begin!

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LET MY PEOPLE GO

This is it, folks. We've finally come to the end of the beginning of LOST. It's taken me longer than expected to finish this Reset Rewatch, but I'm sure you all can understand. What with the job and the kids, the holidays, the houseguests, the online outbreaks of hiatus induced hysteria ... nothing is ever as easy as you think it'll be.

The original purpose of my Reset Rewatch was to go back across old terrain with an eye towards the future, to try and glean some clues perhaps hidden in the Season One pirate's map that might point towards the buried treasure chest of LOST secrets that's finally about to be uncovered.

I'm not sure on that count that I was successful, but that's mostly because I've come to suspect my original hypothesis was faulty. I don't think the writers knew their destination when they started on this journey. In fact, I think that's recently been confirmed by J. J. Abrams himself. I think now that all the original writers did was build a sturdy ship to carry their gigantic story. Then they pushed it out onto the sea of imagination, to see where the winds and the fates might take it.

No one can ever say it hasn't been an entertaining voyage. Rewatching Exodus, even all these years later, is like watching a most excellent two hour film. As the culmination to one of the finest seasons of television ever, it's hard to imagine one way it could have been better. The great iconic moments all still inspire the same awe.

The majestic launch of the raft.

Walt's capture by the fiendish Others.

The jawdropping awe of seeing the Black Rock for the first time .

Aaron's first post-birth kidnapping.

The assumption of Arzt into heaven.

Smokey's first attempt to bodysnatch John Locke.

And of course, the blowing open of the Swan Hatch -

- the big hole that would be our entrance into the labyrinth which would end up at that same big hole at the end of Season Five, this time being blown up from the inside out.

We didn't know it yet, but the great spiral of interlocking storytelling loops was beginning right then and there in the moment the Hatch was blown. It was an even bigger moment than we could ever have imagined. Like every episode in Season One, however, this one was more than just the sum of its mindblowing parts. I think of Season One as LOST B. F. - LOST Before Fanboys. Yeah, I know they existed back then, but in good old 2005, LOST was very much a mass viewing experience, a shared pop cultural phenomenon that all kinds of people could enjoy. We buzzed it about across cubicle walls and dinner tables and in queues and on barstools. It's hard to remember that now when it seems like most hardcore LOST fans have become internet exiles, each of us isolated in our laptop cells, tapping out our esoteric theories to one another on the keyboard shaped walls of our echo chambers.

We used to actually talk about LOST to other people. And it's easy to see why. Season One had mysteries and secrets and supernatural phenomena ... but far more than that, it had Heart.

It had Soul.

Above all, it had people that we could really care about. Namely these fourteen unique and irreplaceable people who had all fallen out of the sky together.

There really has never been another character on LOST that I've cared about as much as I cared about that little group. And that's probably because in Season One so much painstaking effort was taken to make them real to us, to make us care.

We watched Walt and Michael grow from angry strangers to a father and son bound by more than mere DNA. In trying to decode the mystery of his very special boy, Michael had begun to unlock the secrets to himself.

Walt gave Michael's life a meaning it had never had before. It ennobled him and made him want to do great deeds. We know now it ended disastrously, with Michael being driven first crazy, then dead, and we know that in spite of all the love that grew between them, Michael's pre-flight plea to his mother to take this awful kid off his hands

is exactly how it all turned out anyway.

All during Season One this had been one daddy issue that seemed to be headed for a happy ending. Alas, like so many hoped for happy endings on LOST, it was never meant to be.

Jin and Sun's brittle marriage had shattered before our eyes into a million tiny papercuts of missed communication.

But Sun knit it back together with the book of translation she made for Jin as he was leaving on the raft.

There were tearful apologies and a final kiss before the Kwon marriage of misfortune began another hopeless separation.

Shannon first encountered Sayid as a generically suspicious Arab leaving his baggage near her chair,

and she did her patriotic post 9/11 duty by reporting him to the authorities.

But a few weeks later, her safe, snotty world had evaporated around her. Now it was Sayid she was depending on to help her cope with her mounds of baggage - both the literal and the metaphorical kind.

Charlie started his journey as the kind of soulless junkie who would beat up a woman for a one inch ball of smack.

But we'd watched him evolve, watched him kick his habit, watched him become a real blood and guts hero-man,

watched him evolve into the kind of grown up who would risk his own life to protect a young madonna and her helpless babe.

Of course Claire wasn't the only Madonna that Charlie was in love with,

and as the season ended we knew that this very human love triangle still had a lot more story left to give.

Jack's progress towards becoming the Supreme Leader of the survivors was the most predictable story arc, but it was coherent and also real. People had sought psychological shelter under the umbrella of the AMA approved Captain America, and he had truly grown into the role.

He was even able to deal diplomatically with a schnook like Dr. Leslie Arzt, professor emeritus of Kabloom College.

And like the unflappable hero he'd become, Jack took it right in stride when the good Doctor Artz ended up as nothing more than a glob of schmutz on his T shirt.

Sawyer's story arc, on the other hand, was the opposite of predictable.

He had subtly but miraculously morphed over the course of the season from a self centered asshole and destroyer of families

to the kind of shining knight who would take a bullet for another man's child. He claimed that "I ain't no hero" but only the flattest interpretation would agree with that.

He proved his worth to his shipmates by cutting the mast for them swiftly in their hour of need. Once on board the raft, he dove overboard without a second thought to salvage the rudder.

And all that was even before he got shot trying to save Walt or swam through shark infested waters to help Michael. It's always strange to me when I read descriptions of Wimpy Jim the Flower from Season Five as if that was somehow the "heroic" version of Sawyer, as if he'd just suddenly stopped being an asshole when he put on a stay-prest Dharma jumpsuit and ironed his hair flat.

The complex and colorful part of Sawyer's hero's journey had begun years and years before, in the earliest episodes of LOST, and it has spanned all the seasons. It's mind boggling to me that so many managed to miss it for so long.

Jack and Sawyer, the yin yang man candy of LOST, had their very own iconic moment in this episode.

Sawyer told the story of the night he'd met a masochistic Boston Red Sox fan in a Sydney bar (leaving out the whole mistake murder part that came after) and how Christian had cried in his rotgut, wishing he'd told his wonderful doctor son how much he loved him.

Jack pinched back tears and finally melted down into all out man-jears bawling over the lost chance he'd never have to forgive his dear old drunken Dad. It was without a doubt LOST's gayest scene ever.

First Season Sawyer was so unspeakably HOT that I think even Jack was checking him out.

See what I mean?

But for truly iconic moments, nothing can compare to the Man of Science and the Man of Faith facing down for LOST's most profoundly seminal conversation.

Jack and John, the same named pair at the core of the story, together form the two halves of LOST's true OTP - One True Protagonist.

Neither carries the story alone and neither makes much sense without the other. Their discussion just before opening the hatch may well turn out to contain the whole story of LOST in its nutshell.

LOCKE: Do you think we crashed on this place by coincidence -- especially, this place? We were brought here for a purpose, for a reason, all of us. Each one of us was brought here for a reason.
JACK: Brought here? And who brought us here, John?
LOCKE: The island. The island brought us here.

LOCKE: Boone was a sacrifice that the island demanded. What happened to him at that plane was a part of a chain of events that led us here -- that led us down a path -- that led you and me to this day, to right now.
JACK: And where does that path end, John?
LOCKE: The path ends at the hatch. The hatch, Jack -- all of it -- all of it happened so that we could open the hatch.

JACK: I don't believe in destiny.
LOCKE: Yes, you do. You just don't know it yet.

This conversation felt, at that given point in time, like the distillation of what LOST was going to be about - faith, fate and the eternal question of whether or not there exists such a thing as free will. Years later, and many meandering plot lines under the bridge, it all feels much less clear to me than it did back then. Jack, circa Season One, did not believe in Destiny. Jack, circa Season Five, had so much blind faith in Destiny that he was willing to drop a hydrogen bomblet into a hole beneath his feet just because the Destiny Fairy told him to. I have to admit I don't get it.

What happened to create this sea change? Sure, Jack became convinced along the way that the Island he'd crash landed on was magical and mystical and not beholden to the laws of the physical universe. But how was that a difficult conclusion? I mean, I think we all realized that around the time Christian Shephard first appeared under the banyan tree in Walkabout. Or maybe even earlier, when the Pilot ended up on the ceiling of the jungle, ripped to bloody shreds. So Jack finally came around to accepting what should have been obvious to a slightly intelligent five year old. Good for him. But where's the philosophical analysis and deconstruction of the meaning of Destiny in all that? How is any of it about Jack's Destiny, since the same otherworldly mind frak is happening to everyone else at the same time? Perhaps that is the question they've been waiting to dig into in Season Five. And if the whole thing is about Destiny, then what exactly does the concept of Destiny mean? What does it mean within the context of LOST?

The concept of Destiny dictates that the future is fixed and immutable. Free Will is irrelevant, since it is always the predestined future that determines what must happen in the past. Since only one outcome is possible, all the illusions of choice and free will that bring us to that outcome are fated and predetermined. We only feel like autonomous beings in a world where Destiny rules. In point of fact, we are never anything more than Destiny's puppets.

But such an idea is unacceptable to our psyches. We refuse to even consider the possibility that all of the decision making and contemplating and opinionating we fill our lives with is fundamentally irrelevant.

In ancient times, mankind didn't dwell too much on the complications of this question. They made it simple. Instead of Destiny, they put their faith in the unalterable Will of God. People had free will - they could either choose to obey the Will of God, and be rewarded forever in the land of milk and honey, or they could choose to transgress against the Will of God, and enjoy a nice long vacation in the fiery pits of hell. I'm really not sure if "free" applies to this kind of choice, but that's as far as the old timers cared to think it through. For them all the free choice belonged to God, and it was up to him to pick which people he'd designate as The Chosen Ones.

This final episode of Season One was named Exodus, after the second book of the biblical Old Testament. This ponderous book begins with the Israelites, the descendants of Jacob, exiled - much like our Losties - in a land where they do not belong and are not wanted. When it comes to iconic moments, the biblical Exodus is a book filled with some of literature's greatest - the plagues visited upon the Egyptians, the parting of the Red Sea for the Chosen People, God's delivery to Moses of the famous Ten Commandments and the endless journey of the Israelites through the desert to the Promised Land, the place that Moses is allowed to see ... but never enter.

This episode is filled with winks and nods to the great Book. First of all, and most obviously, this was the episode where Aaron receives his name. Claire first blurts it out almost as if someone else is speaking through her. She tells Sun she doesn't know what it means, and the implication is that she doesn't know why she has chosen it. It's almost like her baby was destined to be named Aaron, which would be all the more ironic given that Claire states plainly that Destiny is something that she, like her brother from another mother, doesn't believe in. But in the Old Testament, whatever else the name may mean, Aaron is the faithful and ever helpful brother of Moses, the great hero of the Book of Exodus.

In Exodus 2:22, Moses calls himself "a stranger in a strange land" and I'm not sure if you remember, or if you want to remember, but that just happens to be exactly the title of the episode where we learned the meaning of Jack's sexy and beautiful tattoos.

We've also heard Jack referred to directly as Moses - by Naomi, in Through the Looking Glass. Is it possible that is a connection we'll see revisited? Or was that whole cultural reference played out the first time Jack (didn't) lead his people off the Island?

God appointed Moses to lead the Israelites by speaking to him through the Burning Bush, a flaming bush that never burned up. Rousseau explains away her scratches (scratches we now know she'd gotten trying to rescue a drugged up kidnapped Claire from Ethan) as scars from a Bush.

Once the Israelites were given the ok to head out across the Red Sea, the Lord took on the form of "pillar of smoke" to lead them along the way.

It wasn't just that the Israelites were being led by a smoke signal. God himself was the Pillar of Smoke. When Moses had a question or something, The Smoke would come over and talk things over with him.

And all the people saw the smoky pillar stand at the tabernacle door: and all the people rose up and worshipped, every man at his tent door. And the Lord spake unto Moses face to face, as a man speaketh unto his friend. - Exodus 33: 10-11

The column of smoke looked ominous on the horizon and it convinced Jack in a heartbeat that all the people on the beach had to be hidden away somehow. It turned out in the end that Rousseau had probably manufactured the smoke herself, to fake the scenario that allowed her to snatch Baby Aaron. But putting it here, a "pillar of smoke" in an episode named Exodus, was an early reference to the fact that Smoke is the form that bodiless deities like to assume on LOST, at least when they're trying to cover a lot of ground quickly.

Or when they're in a mood to show off their full power and glory.

Smoke is all over this episode - in the way Arzt disappears in a puff of it, in the way the Hatch is blown, in the way the Raft is obliterated.

Smoke is a destroyer, but on LOST, as in the Bible, Smoke is also the chosen incarnation of The Lord.

Rousseau identified the Smoke Monster as the Island's "security system". Locke had a different experience. First the Monster stared straight down into his soul through his goggle eyes, as it had in Walkabout.

Then it tried desperately to drag him into its lair and devour him. But the really strange thing is - Locke wanted to go!

He kept telling Jack to let him go, that he'd "be alright." It was like he already knew he belonged down there with that thing, that his Destiny was to join with the Smoke.

In the years since, we've come to see that Rousseau's crew had had the same experience, with a vastly different outcome.

It might be a good place here to go into all the ways Rousseau's story was later illustrated for us, all the way from Montand's stray arm to the murder of her crew, but sadly there just isn't time to cram in everything that might be said about this episode. Suffice to say the writers could have made Rousseau's story consistent with the past version, but they chose for whatever reason to make it slightly different. But the tragic essence remains: one way or another The Smoke ate Rousseau's crew.

"I had no choice. They were already lost. What would have happened if we were rescued? I couldn't let that happen. I won't."

Jack was more successful than Rousseau in freeing his man. He had the bright idea to drop a stick of dynamite down the hole ... which miraculously caused the Smoke Monster to race through its tunnels and flee back out into the jungle sky.

This plan worked so well for them that I wonder why they never followed through on the implications. If the Smoke Monster could be chased away by common explosives, didn't that indicate a certain vulnerability to natural forces? Or maybe I'm not giving Jack enough credit. Maybe he did remember it. Maybe deep in the back of his mind, he had retained the idea that dropping massive explosives blindly into open holes can somehow make things all right.

The next time we saw Jack near a hole with explosive in hand, it was Juliet who was getting sucked in.

But it wasn't Smokey who was pulling at her and she didn't want to be let go to meet her Destiny and I'm pretty sure, though we don't know for sure, that whatever blew up in that hole didn't set her free. A familiar theme was reprised in Juliet's death scene but the stakes had risen. Both the holes and the firepower have changed in scale over the past five years.

Smoke is not the only common element between the Book of Exodus and this episode called Exodus. Rousseau stole Aaron allegedly because she wanted to protect him from the Others who, she warned, were coming "to take the boy".

To keep him from being kidnapped, she kidnapped him herself. But there was never any threat to Aaron. It was a different boy the Others wanted to take. It was Walt.

Walt's heartrending cries for "Dad!" to rescue him, as his Dad could do nothing but stand by impotently, stuck with me longer than the mystery of the Hatch. Nothing horrifies more than the sight of a child ripped from a parent's arms to a dreadful fate. And in the first third of the Book of Exodus, that's what it all came down to - the taking of the boys.

"That same night I will pass through Egypt and kill the first-born son in every family and the first-born male of all animals. I am the Lord, and I will punish the gods of Egypt." - Exodus 12:12

The Old Testament is a tale dripping with blood and gore. When Pharaoh refused to let the Israelites go, the Lord connived with Aaron to mess with his head. The Egyptians were afflicted with boils and lice and blood pouring out of the sky like rain, but it wasn't until the Lord commanded the angel of death to slaughter the firstborn males of each Egyptian family that Pharaoh's heart was finally turned. Of all the loathsome plagues that the Egyptians were willing to endure, it was only the loss of all the little boys that was too much to bear.

The Old Testament God was a fearsome, heartless God of draconian lawgiving and smiting and punishments and damnation. And yet the story of the Israelites is that, through the suffering they endured in their long exile, they came to worship and exalt him. They built him a tabernacle, the Ark of the Covenant, to carry His laws that they'd sworn to uphold.

Over time, they built temples and created rituals of worship and servitude to the Will of the Lord. We've seen that this happened on Craphole Island as well. The mystery of the Temple is still half baked, but it's one I'm sure they'll return to. In whose name did they erect such spectacular idols?

And even though we haven't been able yet to determine which god the Islanders are meant to serve, it seems pretty clear that they're being forced one by one to submit to the Will of a higher power. We can call it Destiny if we like, but it's really just semantics. The only "destiny" that Jack is learning to follow is the Destiny that the Island's higher power wants him to follow.

The Israelites exalted God after the Red Sea had parted for them. They celebrated the death of their enemies in the famous Song of the Sea. Another guy who sang a song about the Exodus was the great Bob Marley.

Working happily on the raft, Sawyer sang a few lines from a different Marley song, "Redemption Song".

The theme of Redemption seemed so important in Season One, especially for a character like Sawyer, who had murdered but was becoming a better man before our very eyes. I think they lost track of this theme over the later seasons, because all moral distinctions in this story have become hopelessly muddled. I can't think of a single character on this show that I'd classify as either "Good" or "Bad". Sort-of-good guys have received the ultimate punishment.

Sort-of-bad ones have gotten off mostly scot free.

I can't even think what redemption would mean anymore for most of them. Perhaps it will come back around somehow. Or maybe they're going for something entirely different. In "Redemption Song", the singer is seeking the redemptive power of freedom - not freedom from his own sins, but from the sins of his oppressor.

Old pirates, yes, they rob I;
Sold I to the merchant ships,
Minutes after they took I
From the bottomless pit. - Redemption Song

We have yet to learn the story of the Black Rock, of the slaves that were on it, how they were brought there, whether some of them lived, and maybe thrived, and maybe became the ancestors of those we know now as The Others. But we did see people trying to break free.

These songs of freedom
Are all I ever heard. - Redemption Song

Before boarding the plane, Jin has a very unpleasant encounter with a creepy dude in the men's room.

No, not that kind of unpleasant encounter. The creep was a paid hack of Mr. Paik's, who spoke Korean to warn Jin not to try and exercise any free choice about the mission he'd been given to perform. He told him in no uncertain terms: "You will never be free."

But on the raft, Jin, the man of the sea, was free - free from the Island, free from his marriage, free from duty and honor ... and free, finally, from time itself.

He went to Michael and handed him the notorious watch, the watch they had fought so bitterly over. It was intended no doubt as a gift, and Michael was suitably touched by his gesture, but as we've seen, that watch was far more curse than blessing. It's an odd moment to watch in retrospect. You don't know quite how to take it.

The ultimate fearsome, merciless Lord, always demanding his Will be done, is Father Time.

Time is one of the major, major themes of LOST - though in what way, and to what end, none of us understand. Hurley seems to be a kind of TimeMaster, the keeper of the Numbers with which we count the seconds, minutes, hours of our lives.

On the morning he boarded Flight 815, time betrayed him - his alarm clock didn't go off and it made him frantically, hilariously late.

His race against the clock gave us one of LOST's cleverest sequences ever, as we saw his lucky Numbers appear on everything from the odometer of his rented car to (my absolute favorite) the uniforms of a girls' soccer team.

Hurley left his hotel room 2342, stampeded through the airport like an elephant, and finally bought himself a scooter from a lucky guy wearing a Crazy 8's hat, for the bargain price of $1,600.

And wouldn't you just know it? Hurley's winning streak didn't run out and he made it just in time to be the last lucky person to pass through Gate 23 to board Flight 815.

There was more to Hurley's mad dash than just LOLs and WTFs. We saw him coping with the limitations of not only Time, but Space as well, as he was forced to buy two seats to accommodate his double wideness.

And when he explained why it was so important that he got home that very day, he let slip one of the most telling lines of the episode, though of course we all missed it then: "My mom's birthday is tomorrow. Or, today -- I don't know. I don't really get the whole time change thing, but I've got to make that flight."

As the years have gone by on LOST, Time has loomed larger and larger as a driving force in the narrative. Obviously, we aren't operating in a linear universe, where "Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow creeps in this petty pace from day to day to the last syllable of recorded time". Time doesn't start in the past and cross over the present into the future. I don't know exactly how time operates in the LOSTverse, but I'm sure it doesn't work like that. Just try to tell the story of LOST to someone else (preferably someone with a LOT of time on their hands who's a really good listener) and see how impossible it is to keep track of what came first or what caused what to happen. While we weren't looking, the scrambled storytelling of LOST has become a complete confuzzle where we can't possibly be sure - to take just one small example - if Ben became evil because Sayid shot him or if Sayid shot him because he was evil.

There are dozens of theories out there as to what these time travel spirals are all going to mean in the end. To make sense, to have been worth our while, it needs to tie in somehow to the other themes of the show - to the concept of Destiny and Fate and Free Will and Redemption and all that other good stuff. So, how could that possibly work?

One theory that appeals to me is the Block Universe theory of time, where all points in time are relative to one another. A moment is in the past only with respect to some other moment, which we can arbitrarily call the present, but relative to some other moment in the past that same moment could just as easily be in the future. Similarly, that which we call the future can only be experienced as it exists in some moment that will exist in the present, and will be the past to some other moment we designate as future to it. I know it sounds really complicated, which is why I always like to let Billy Pilgrim explain it.

"The most important thing I learned on Tralfamadore was that when a person dies he only appears to die. He is still very much alive in the past, so it is very silly for people to cry at his funeral. All moments, past, present and future, always have existed, always will exist. The Tralfamadorians can look at all the different moments just that way we can look at a stretch of the Rocky Mountains, for instance. They can see how permanent all the moments are, and they can look at any moment that interests them. It is just an illusion we have here on Earth that one moment follows another one, like beads on a string, and that once a moment is gone it is gone forever. - Slaughterhouse Five

It feeds very neatly into the discussion of fate and free will that LOST has dwelled on. If all points in time are fixed, and we only traverse across them willy nilly, then there isn't much point to making choices. Is there?

I've often thought that this, in some form or other, is where LOST is headed, but they've left themselves so many open doors, I'm no longer sure of it. There's also the idea of alternate realities, of parallel universes coexisting simultaneously, but I admit that makes even less sense to me. Which makes it all the more likely that the writers will be springing exactly that brand of mind frak on us next season. I guess we have to keep an open mind going into the finale season. What it always comes down to on LOST is learning to think outside of the box.

Emancipate yourselves from mental slavery;
None but ourselves can free our minds.
Have no fear of atomic energy,
Cause none of them can stop the time.- Redemption Song

Speaking of boxes, and of atomic energy, and of time, it all brings us back around to the place this story has so often returned to: The Swan Hatch. When that hatch was opened at the end of the episode, and LOST's gigantic Season One audience realized they were going to be kept on edge for months before they'd learn what was inside, there was a collective howl of frustration that you probably could have heard out on the street if you'd listened for it. It's different for us now. We know that this guy was down there.

And he lived in this really cool geodesic dome thingy that he wasn't allowed ever to leave.

And we know that after they found out what was in the Hatch ... well, then a whole lot of other stuff happened. You might want to go get a cup of coffee right about now, because this is gonna take a few minutes:

It's interesting to read J. J. Abrams confession now that they never did know what they were going to make the hatch be all about.

"...But truthfully, when we started it, we didn’t know exactly what was in the hatch. We had ideas, but we didn’t know to what extent it would be. The notion of The Others was there, but we didn’t know exactly what that would mean. Damon hadn’t come up with the idea of flash forwards yet. To see where we are and what they’ve created is insanely gratifying and it’s something that no one could have predicted, at the beginning of it. The evolution of it is really part of their glorious experiment of taking a show that we were all, at the beginning, saying, “How do you make this a series?”

Do you realize what that statement means? They really were making it up as they went along! They could have done anything with that Hatch!

Luckily for us, they chose wisely. And considering the epic work of imagination they managed to spin out of the raw materials of Season One, it doesn't really matter that they didn't know where they were going. But it does make you wonder, as you try to read into the many motifs and themes and apparent symbols within the story: What did they know and when did they know it?

Hurley guessed that the Hatch might be filled with clean socks and hot showers and food, and whaddayaknow? He was totally right.

Except for the Twinkies. I don't think the DI ever made Twinkies.

Locke believed the Hatch was filled with Hope. I'm not sure if that was just a careless remark or if it was a meaningful reference to Pandora's Box - the box that unleashed all forms of evil and pestilence upon mankind, due to the careless act of a stupid, curious girl, but which was slapped shut just in time to trap one thing inside it - Hope. It's one of mankind's many misogynist creation myths, and it kind of fits with the anti-woman vibe LOST has often adopted, but was it an intentional reference or a one off? After all, the Hope inside Pandora's Box isn't a particularly useful kind of Hope, since - you know, you're not allowed to ever open the box.

What about some of the other mysteries we've seen? In this episode we see Locke, with characteristic LOST style irony, waiting to board the plane because the airline could not find it's "special" wheelchair. Simply put, Locke pre-815 was defined as "not special". It was the Island that had made him "special". That was his whole story, right?

But why even in the earliest episodes, was it hinted that there was something vaguely sinister about the usually cheerful survivalist?

What had happened to him during his face to face encounters with the Smoke Monster? Why was he so sure he would be alright if Jack let him be sucked into the underground chamber? Was Locke always someone other than Locke? Have we been tricked by an illusion all along?

I mean we all know Locke isn't Locke anymore, but seriously - was he ever?

Another big question: For all the parsing and philosophizing that's been done about the meaning of black and white on LOST -

- given that this is the least morally absolute storyverse I've ever visited ... is it possible we've overlooked the most literal interpretation of black and white? The simplest one that they laid out for is in Season Five's finale.

A color code. Twinship. Yin and Yang. The opposites that exist only in relation to, in tension with, one another. The two forces, brothers even, neither one morally quantifiable, that vie for control of their common magical Island home. I had posed this in a recap once, purely as a joke, but is it possible we really are headed for something like this?

Here's another question that bugs me:

Was Aaron ever meant to be important, as he seemed to be in Season One? In the Book of Exodus, the boy child is taken from his mother and raised by another, only to return in his manhood to set his people free. Yet it seems right now that Aaron's story has been parked over in dullsville for the duration. Will we see him again? In some other form maybe? Will his story have a meaningful conclusion or was he just a useful symbol that no longer serves a purpose?

I mean, it's not as if LOST has any problem discarding symbols once they've passed their expiration date. Take Kate's plane for instance.

It was so freaking important in Season One. Don't you ever wonder where it is now? Does Kate carry it around in her pocket, like Jack's Adam and Eve stones? Will it turn up someday for a big Oh, Snap! moment? Or did they just decide it was too stupid to mention again?

Speaking of Kate, why do the writers hate her so much? When she drew the short straw, that meant she'd be one of the two carrying the dynamite from the Black Rock to the hatch.

Her orders were simple. If anything bad happened, she should take off the backpack and RUN.

OK, so something terrible ended up happening. Naturally. And what did she do? Kate - who we'd once been led to believe was a savvy, tough survivor - ran like a bat out of hell with the damn TNT-pack still on her back.

It didn't really matter, because St. Jack had chivalrously tricked her, apparently assessing correctly that she had the intellect of a sea urchin, and had shouldered the dynamite himself.

So, my question is, did the writers intend to portray Kate, their lead female character, as a total bleeding idiot? Or was that just another happy accident?

And speaking of accidents, how about this one?

Ah, the stillborn "romance" of Jack and Ana-Lucia. Their meeting at the airport bar took on some interesting echos in Season Two when we learned that this was actually the second time Ana had shared a drink with a Dr. Shephard at Sydney Airport.

But their chemistry was so awkward, so downright weird, that one has to wonder what exactly the producers were thinking.

And clearly they had plans for this couple. Look at this ad campaign that they filmed between Seasons One and Two.

What were they going for? It made it look like Season Two was going to be about Jack having a threesome with two greasy lesbians.

But enough with the quibbles. This was a magnificent episode and a superb capstone to an historic television season. The Book of Exodus opens with an episodic section where plague upon plague is visited upon the Egyptians, in an escalating iteration, until finally the Pharaoh gives up and allows the Chosen People to go free. This episode of Exodus borrows some of this episodic feeling by threading the various stories of the survivors through the story, showing us what each of them did in the hours and minutes before they boarded the plane.

The Book of Exodus is about, more than anything else, a journey.

The Israelites travel across the desert for the entire Book of Exodus, and by the end of that Book, they have not arrived. There is no destination reached, only a long, long journey undertaken. In this episode of LOST, there is much journeying being done.

The beach crowd is traveling to the caves, to be safe from the smoke bearing Others. The gang of four on the raft is trying to escape - hopelessly it turns out - the snowglobe of the Island's immutable Will.

Jack's crew journeys into the jungle to find the dynamite and they discover the wreck of the Black Rock.

This was one of the most magical moments of the episode for me, the sight of a great schooner marooned and wrecked so far inland. How could that have happened? It can only be explained through some kind of sorcery. It reminds me of Chris Van Allsburg's wonderful book The Wreck of the Zephyr, where a young man's sailboat takes flight before crashing miles inland on a hillside.

It's the kind of image that reminds us we're being told a fairy tale and that looking for any kind of logical explanation is pointless. But our minds don't rest when all we have is irrationality to work with. We're always trying to make order out of chaos. The glimpse down the hatch was the beginning of a very long journey, one that has often taken us into holes and tunnels and dark places that feel like the underworld. All of our characters are on some kind of journey, through various dark nights of the soul, towards a Promised Land that we have yet to glimpse. As this great episode ended we watched them boarding the vessel of their metamorphosis - the airship that would take them to the mystical, mythical port of call where their transformation would begin.

First they boarded the pregnant women, then the handicapped.

Then the outlaws being banished, one in shackles

... and one whose chains were still invisible.

An un-blissfully wedded couple.

A gen-u-wine I-raqi.

Two spoiled rich kids.

The jester.

The prophet.

The Dad.

The final look that is exchanged between passengers before the plane rises into the air is fraught with future meaning.

Locke looks up at Jack quizzically, maybe a bit suspiciously.

Jack smiles down at him. It's a perfectly ordinary, friendly kind of look. These two could never have guessed what kind of journey they had ahead of them, what kind of bond they'd forge, however unwillingly, in the months and years ahead. Neither could we of course. And we still can't know. As the season finally approaches - we're counting down now in mere DAYS - we're still all completely in the dark. We may know now what was at the bottom of the Hatch but where has it gotten us? Only back at that same Hatch, watching it get blown to smithereens yet again, and knowing just as much now as we did then. Which is to say - We don't know nothing. Sure some themes are firmly in place. It's a story about Time, about Destiny, about Heroes and Magic and Mystery and Adventure. Most of all, it's a Mind Game. We've gone around and around through miles of circles and we've come right back around to where it all started. A plane going up into the sky.

A hole being blown in the earth.

And all of us, with our mouths hanging open, scratching our heads, wondering how the hell we ever got mixed up in this crazy show.

But no worries. The end is nigh. And no matter how we feel about, whether we love it or hate it or never ever understand what the hell it all was about, one thing we can count on. It's ending. And for better or worse, we've been promised: It only ends once.

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